I was Naïve (Part 150)

By Starter

Ah Kai looked stress and I actually understood him, I patted him on the shoulder and I asked him a very simple question.

Me: Kai, you still love Stephanie?

Kai nodded…….

I pat him on the shoulder

Me: Don’t let her know about you knowing all these, we will talk tomorrow.

I did not want to talk to Kai as he was already uptight after the confrontation.

Keong asked Kai if he was going back to their Zai dui (home base), and offered to take a cab together. (Ah Keong was very smart, he was giving Ah Kai an reason to tell Stephanie, in case Andy told on him. And I Guess he really cared about ah Kai)

We parted ways and I offered my thanks again to Sheng, Now I have the items and I was planning to deal with Stephanie, but at the same time I did not want to hurt Kai, that was why I asked him that question.

I wanted to talk to Jasmine, and with Felicia around there was not way we can see the photos. I came up with an excuse saying that my dad page me and I need to go, We walk Felicia and waited for her bus with her. Felicia pestered me about what happen at the TOP of the carpark and I told her everything (minus the photo and agreement). Felicia boarded the bus soon and Ann held me my walking towards the MRT, I pulled her back stopping her in her tracks.

Ann gave me a puzzled look: Lawrence you need to go back right?

Me: I lied, cannot let Felicia know about the agreement and photo right?

Ann followed me back home, I was both anxious and nervous. If I tell you I did not want to see the photos, I think you would give me the finger. We reached my home and we went into my room I took out my loot (the photo and agreement) and placed them in the bed.

My hands tremble as I reached into the paper bag, and I pulled out a stack of photos.To me it wasn’t much, all I see was couple pics, there were so skin and shots take with the blanket and that was it. I passed Ann the stack and asked her to look at the rest as I took out the agreement and have a look at it.

I held it in my hand and read it out loud:

I, Jasmine, XXX XXXXX, NRIC:S79XXXXXX. Hereby signed this agreement on the xx/xx/1992, I will obey any request from the bearer of this agreement.

To me, it was more of a note with Jasmine’s signature in it. I called out to Ann and asked cheekily if she would write one for me. But when I hear her say no, I turned and looked at her. She was not replying me as she hands shook and photos dropped on the ground.

It was from another stack and as I picked them up, I too was in shock. Jasmine was smiling in them, and these where naked. It showed Jasmine in various positions, and it seemed that it was not Andy that took the pictures as I could see he with Jasmine in most of them.

I collected the photos in the floor and Ann placed both her hands on my left shoulder as I sat on the bed. Ann was crying, asking me to put the photos away. But I keep flipping through them and I saw Stephanie, she was also captured in some of the photos.

I was amazed by how they manage to get these developed , (I have photos undeveloped before as the auntie told me they were too obscene) I look through the rest and sorted them out. Most of them was Jasmine’s pics and I gather at most 5 pics with Stephanie in them, Ann stopped crying as I told her go wash up and I kept the photos with Stephanie in them.

Ann came back shortly, and I asked her on how we should break this to Jasmine.

Ann: I don’t know.

I thought about it and held the agreement note in my hands: I know what to do,
but I will need this.

I told Ann that we were going to her places as I stuff the items back into my bag, we went to a nearby bookshop to make another copy of the agreement.

Ann: Lawrence, why are you doing that.

Me: Trust me ok…..

We took went over to Jasmine and Ann’s place and I passed the photocopy note to her and gave her some instructions.

I stood outside the home and waited, it took a mere 2 minutes before I hear Jasmine screaming.

Jasmine: Ann where did you get this!??

Ann ran out after opening the door, and of course followed by Jasmine. She stopped upon seeing me, and I called out to her holding the note in my hand.

Jasmine: oh shit!

Me: can I go in now?

Jasmine left the door open, as she disappeared behind the door.

I went into their home, and Jasmine stared at me.

Jasmine: I want to talk to you.

Me: why suddenly you miss me huh? (I missed pissing her off)

Jasmine did not reply me and stood by her door waiting, I looked at Ann and she nodded her head. I entered Jasmine’s room and she locked her door, she came straight at me, she was not horny, she was trying to snatch the note away from me.

I was in a struggle with Jasmine, and I did the most childish and disgusting thing ever. I held my breath and slipped my hand into my shorts, placing the note in my briefs.

Me shaking my hands: cannot snatch already.

Jasmine sat on her bed, and she looked on the ground: when did you know about this?

Me: Yesterday?

Jasmine: where you get this?

Me: From Andy.

Jasmine: was there anything more?

Me: yes

Jasmine cover her face with her hands and started crying, it was the first time I saw her that weak. I moved beside her and held her shoulder with 1 arm, I held her head to my shoulder.

Me: it’s over Jasmine, I have all of it.

Jasmine: please…. Please tell me you never see the photos.

Me: We came right after, we have not seen them. (I lied and I think Jasmine knew)

Jasmine: can you give them to me?

I took the bags of photos out and placed them beside Jasmine.

Jasmine can you ask Ann here?

I nodded as Jasmine got off me, I went out and told Ann that Jasmine was asking for her.

Soon I see Ann coming out and going into the kitchen, she returned to the room shortly holding a lighter and a pot.

Soon the pungent smell of soot filled the air, Jasmine and Ann came running out. There was so much smoke I believe anyone would believe there was a fire.

I was Naïve (Part 149)

By Starter

I did not tell Felicia about the agreement and the photo as we made our way back to Bishan, I walked Felicia to the bus terminal, as she spoke to me.

Felicia: Eh Idiot, Jasmine was crying.

I did not answer her.

Felicia: Eh idiot! I say Jasmine was crying….

Me: I got hear lah I not deaf.

Felicia: She tell me to stop you, don’t let you do stupid things. ( in my mind I thought who was more stupid? Me or her)

I looked at Felicia: you also call me idiot already, then I sure do stupid things one what.

Felicia: I also know talk to you also like that.

Me: please Hor, tomorrow your job is to keep Ann safe.

Felicia: idiot, you always take Toa liap’s’ side.

I hold Felicia on the shoulder and I looked at her: I never take sides, if it was you I will do the same.

Soon her bus came and I sent her off, I went home and my pager beeped it was Ann and I returned her call, she had arranged to meet Andy tomorrow, she had asked him to meet at the terminal. All was going well, but will it work as I planned.

That evening there was nothing much eventful, as Evon was off my radar and I only paged Jane. I told Jane that I have issues to handle as some of the girls were having trouble.

Jane: you like to be hero Hor, I thought you were just injured.

Me: not hero lah, anyway I injured you also like that.( I did not tell Jane about the photo or the agreement, maybe I really don’t want anymore ppl to find out)

Jane: then what u want me to do? Cry ah…

Jane started voicing acting like the was crying and saying : so poor thing, pain or not? Jie Jie heart pain leh.

Me: thanks Hor, very convincing.

Soon we ended the chat and it was bed time for me, I was looking forward to the next day and I smiled, falling asleep fast.

Christina called that morning and I was really tired, I spoke to her from a brief moment(mainly asking about each other well being) and we hung up, and I went back to sleep after realigning my alarm clock. (the distance between us drew longer. and now I feel I love the girls more than her)


I woke up the next morning and it was the usual, today I had this feel, I was ready for anything. I reached the bus stop and I saw Evon, only hi’s were exchanged, I stood confidently as I waited for the bus , telling myself today is the day.

There was no Basketball for me that morning and I sat in the canteen waiting for Keong, he arrived and I told him on what I had arranged, he patted me on the back and these are the words from his mouth.

Keong: hopefully your Brother will wake up.

Soon we went for morning assembly, and the rest of the day was not really interesting. I was with Keong a lot and Ah Kai did not like it, he looked hard as I walked along side Keong, Maybe he has thought that I had joined his side.

It was the end of the day and the school bell rang, I moved toward Ah Kai, and told him I needed him to follow me.

Kai: Go where?

Me: just follow me.

Kai: no….

Ah Keong came in and asked me what took so Long, I was as fustrated as I cannot be there later than Ann.

Keong talking to Kai: now your Brother got daichi, You coming or not? (It was obvious Keong was playing with Kai’s pride.

Keong pulled me asking me to go and shouted at Ah Kai: Brother? Pui!

It actually worked Ah Kai came running to us: Yang is my Brother, I won’t see him die one. Don’t see me no up Hor Keong.

Keong brought 2 of his guys with us and we took a train to Bishan.

Sheng was already there waiting for us and I introduced them.

Keong: Today, it is for brothers, I do not carry my clan in this.

Sheng smiled: I am not happy that he find trouble in my place, do what you need.

Yes, I have told Sheng about the fight and how I was beaten in Bishan. I am not encouraging anyone to join gangs, but gangster or ah Bengs are also human, there are also good and bad. Sheng heard my story and he agreed to help, but he never really told me what he had planned to do.

It was almost time and Felicia was searching for me at the terminal, I saw her and went up to her.

Felicia: Idiot, Ann is here already.

I shouted for Keong and he nodded, Ah Kai was lost as he was left out in most conversations, he just follow Keong that day.

I hid behind a pillar and told Keong who Andy was, Ah Kai seemed upset and told me I was making things difficult for him. He wanted to leave, and pulled him back.

Me: This is not only for me, it is also for you.

Kai: what you talking about? What does it have to do with me.

It has been a Long time since I saw the look at Keong’s face, he looked like he was out to kill as he looked at Kai.

Keong: Kah Lim Bei diam. ( shut up)

Ann kept her distance but Andy kept reaching trying to hold her, as they had a small discussion.

Keong asked me to hold onto Kai, as he moved up towards Andy wrapping his arm on his shoulder. It was the same choke Keong used to do on me, Andy struggle as Felicia ran in pulling Ann away. ( that sight was somewhat cute)

But soon they were surround by another 6 bengs and it was Sheng and his guys, they pushed and escorted Andy up to the TOP of the carpark and I pull Kai to follow.

At the TOP they pulled Andy to a corner, Sheng told me his guys would guard the doors and told me to go get him. Keong’s guys were holding him as Keong raises his fist on him. (It was the same as how I was assaulted by Andy, the only difference was this time he was the one being held)

Keong was hitting him like a sand bag, and all I could do was looked on with Ah Kai beside me.

Soon Andy was groaning and shaking on the ground as Keong lets go off him, Keong motioned for me to go over and I pulled Ah Kai along.

Ah Kai flustered and I think he was worried if Andy told Stephanie about his involvement in this, I pull him towards Andy I couldn’t help it but I gave him a few kicks before talking.

Seeing that I have taken over Keong and his guys retreated on the sides, just in case Andy retaliates.

Me: Andy, On Pris birthday you ask who to ask me go up?

I gave him a couple of kicks again (it was quite addictive)

Andy: don’t kick already I say…. Stephanie….

Ah Kai’s eyes widen, and he started kicking Andy too.

Kai: don’t anyhow say Hor.

I pulled Ah Kai back, stopping him.

Andy: it was also Stephanie that tell me he is Jasmine’s BF, or else how I know.

I asked Keong to look after Kai, telling him I have some more things to settle with Andy.

I pulled Andy’s hair and asked him for the agreement and photos.

He held his bag tight, and I tried to pull it away from him.

Keong’s guys gave me a hand and held on to Andy as I took his bag and poured everything out and looking through them.

I found the agreement and Afew paper bag of photos and I made sure the negatives were intacted.

I held on to them and I moved to Andy again, I kicked him once more asking him if there was anymore.

He shook his head.

I warn him not to lie to us, or I will come after him again. ( it was a bluff, after this I don’t think I could gather help from the guys to do it again)

Andy: really no more.

I told Keong it was done and his guys let go of Andy, We went down to the terminal and Felicia and Ann was waiting for me. I gave them a smile and we went to a nearby Coffeeshop with Sheng, Keong and their guys where I treated them to some food and drinks.

Ah Kai was beside me all this while and I remembered him telling me: Yang, Pai seh.

I was Naïve (Part 148)

By Starter

Ann told me she had Andy’s number, I told her in what I planned to do. And she decided she would want to help, I told her that I needed to think about her joining in. To me, she was not Felicia, and even Felicia failed last time round.

Ann the showed her pager to me, I really cannot stand her puppy eyes.

Ann: Lawrence, can help me change the battery?

Me: Ann you got buy battery?

Ann shook her head: I don’t what kind. (Techno bimbo alert)

I took sometime to figure how to open the battery cover.

Ann went back in to ask if Felicia wanted to join us to purchase the battery, but returned saying Felicia wanted to be with Jasmine.

I walk out to the main road with Ann, and she held my hand.

Ann: Lawrence, there is somethings I think I need to tell you.

Me: ok we will find a place to talk after we changed you battery.

We went to a nearby minimart and bought the battery, I change it for Ann immediately and explain to Ann how to do it. (It was a waste of time, she still did not get it)

We could not think of any place and we went back to their condo, we decided to talk in the stairs area as it was quite conducive.

Ann: Lawrence, I did not tell you everything about Jasmine and Andy.

Me: Why?

Ann: Jasmine did not want ppl to know.

Ann told me the whole thing, how Stephanie used to have a Bf called mark I think and how Stephanie “persuaded” Jasmine to be with Andy. Rather than saying Stephanie was scheming and had plotted against Jasmine all these time. I will say that Jasmine was stupid.

Me: So what happened, when Jasmine was together with Andy?

Ann: We will go out together, and end up in Andy’s home.

Me: Jasmine brings you along too?

Ann: Yes, they will be in the room for hours, and I will do my homework.

Me: Andy never touch you meh? ( I asked because I know I would)

Ann lowered her head: Yes, but I bind so he never really touched.

I was pissed by that , that and I was a little confused.

Me: Does Jasmine like him? (I have seen that pig, Wah Lao Cmi lor)

Ann: Jasmine did not like him at first, but I think after she gave it to him she resigned to fate.

Me: What I need to know is what made you so worried that day when Stephanie talked about this?

Ann: the photos.

Me: Photos?

Ann: All I know was Andy took a lot of photo with Jasmine.

Me: ok what I also take some with you all.

Ann: No, those were naked and Jasmine did it with mark too.

My eye widen and I could not believe my ears.

Me: Stephanie’s Bf.

Ann took a deep breath: please don’t let Jasmine know you know this.

I nodded asking Ann to continue.

Ann: Jasmine signed a agreement with Andy to obey him no matter what.

Me: what?

Ann: Stephanie told her it was for fun, but things turn out differently.

Me: and they still have it?

Ann: Yes, when Jasmine fell out with them, they put a copy up in our school.

Me: why did they fall out actually.

Ann: Andy wanted me to sign one too and Jasmine refused.

Now things that Stephanie said made sense, and I cannot believe how stupid Jasmine was.

I had a change of plans and I needed to be sure I get all the items back, I briefed Ann on what to do and reminded her to bind tomorrow.

Ann chuckled: Lawrence, are you afraid?

Me: Yes!

I walked Ann back to her home, and asked her to inform Felicia that we were leaving. Felicia then came to me after 20mins, and we walked out to the main road to take a bus.

Felicia: Eh idiot. Ann gave you the number already.

I shook my head and Felicia asked me why?

Me: you think Andy will meet me meh.

Felicia: Then how?

Me: Ann will help me get him out.

All things seem to be set and it seems that we can go on with the plan, it was obvious that I did not only ask Ann to ask him out. I asked Ann to act as she was willing to exchange herself for the items that Andy held that threatened Jasmine.

I was Naïve (Part 147)

By Starter

Keong gave me some pointers on how to handle the matter, I did not know why but his words gave me some confidence. I now know how to resolve, this but I needed to act fast.

I went back to my classroom and I tapped on Kai’s table indicating to him I needed to talk.

I walked out of the classroom waiting for him, but he never came out. making me go to his table again, and he looked at me.

Kai: Yang, Mai Siao lah, wah mai kah lu sho pak (Don’t crazy can? I don’t want to fight you)

Me: What fight? I only want to talk to you.

Kai: Talk ah, no fight ah?

Me: Hannah (yes)

Kai finally followed me out and we bumped into our teacher on the way, we told her we were going to the toilet. (anyway they also don’t really care)

We went into the toilet and I offered Kai a cigarette, I offer to light it for him but he declined and lighted it on his own.

Kai: Yang you ok bo?

Me: No.

Kai: Forget it lah, I ask Stephanie intro girl to you. (CB Stephanie again , I endure)

Me: Eh you and Stephanie had sex already? ( I was asking the obvious, I saw them in the act)

Kai with a cheeky smile: Everyday.

I laughed and patted Ah Kai on the back: Do more hor, If not you will regret.

Kai gave me a puzzled look and I smiled at him.

The rest of the day was uneventful and I paged the girls to meet at J8, and yes I page Jasmine too.

I went to J8 via bus and my pager beeped twice, I Listen to the voicemail and only Felicia was coming. Ann sounded strange, and I felt something was wrong.

I went up to the 4th level and look for Sheng the Neighbourhood Beng and we had a discussion, We ended our chat when Felicia came.

Now I needed to find Andy.

As Felicia joined me, lots was going on my mind. I knew there was no way for me to talk and gather information from Jasmine, and at the same time I was worried about Ann, she just did not sound right and I just hoped she had a small argument with Jasmine about coming to meet me.

I told Felicia about the pointers Keong gave me, and I needed to find Andy.

Felicia: Ask Pris lor.

That did come to my mind, and actually I wanted to page her yesterday. I did not know if it was good for me to keep in contact with her, especially after what happened yesterday.

Me: you ok with me calling Pris?

Felicia: who else can you call?

I guess Pris was my only solution, and Ihave to page her.

Me: Eh Felicia, just now Ann call me strange strange one leh.

Felicia: huh? Then page her lor, why you never ask her?

Me: I don’t know I think maybe she won’t tell me. Can you?

Felicia: ok lah, eat already go already.

Me: Go where?

Felicia: aiyo idiot go your place lah, if not go where page for Ann.

Me: Orh.

We never really finished our lunch and we left for my home, Felicia paged Ann a couple of times but she did not call back.

I had this feel, I did not know why but I start to think I may lose Ann too.

If waiting for something was a torture, waiting for someone to reply isn’t far off. It was stressful and I could not help, but kept asking Felicia to page again.

I could not wait anymore, I took my keys and a $100 from Joanne’s envelope before pulling Felicia towards the door.

Felicia: where we going?

Me: Jasmine and Ann’s home.

I know I might be over reacting, but I could not take chances. I felt something was wrong, and I just cannot allow anything to happen.

We went down, and it sucks when you urgently needed a cab, they never come.

We waited for 10 mins and finally got one, pleading the uncle to drive faster we reach Jasmine and Ann’s home in 15 mins.

I made payment and raced to the lift, I asked Felicia to stand at the door as I press the doorbell. As I knew Jasmine would not come to the door if she saw me, Jasmine opened the door and was shocked to see me. She tried to shut the door and Felicia shouted to her.

Felicia: Jasmine, is Ann at home?

Jasmine did not finish closing the door and we hear her soft voice: She had a argument with me, I don’t know where she is.

I banged on the door hard and pleaded for Jasmine to help us page her, she agreed to only let Felicia in as I stood outside the door.

Half an hour later they was still no news, I sat on the floor of the corridor. I was devastated. I called out in my mind, Ann where are you.

It was then someone tapped on my shoulder, it was Ann and I held her close.

Me: why you never return the pages?

Ann: Lawrence, sorry my pager rang out of battery, and I was upset.

Me: Don’t do this again.

I released Ann and she went in, I could hear Felicia screaming at her.

But 15mins later, Ann opened to door to look for me.

Ann: Lawrence, Felicia told me about you looking for Andy………

I was Naïve (Part 146)

By Starter

I stood and looked at Evon: you mean when ah?

Evon: These few day and just now?

There comes my cock and bull story again, I explained to Evon saying I was beaten by some guys for no reason and was bedridden. Therefore I could not even call her:

Evon: Rubbish. ( I was actually happy that she thinks that way) Then if you were unable to contact me, how you ended up with the girl that just kissed you?

Me: That girl you see before mah, my study mate. She also worried about me and when she paged me just now I was feeling better, so I met her for dinner lor.

Evon: are you expecting me to believe all this?

Me: I just smiled.

Evon: You know I hate guys that cheat girls feelings, and I never thought you are one of them.

Me: If you think of me that way, I cannot say anything. Let’s break up. (Ho seh Liao, thank you settle)

Evon did not reply me as I attempted to walk off, Evon pull on my arm and said: I believe you. ( Wah lan eh tio super glue)

Me: Evon, what you said just now hurt me a lot, I don’t think we can continue.

Evon: I was not thinking right, sorry ok.

Me: No lah, I think very hard for us to be together. If you stop now I think we can still be friends.

Evon started tearing and told me she understand, she ran off and I did not give chase. I was happy I somehow had a closure with Evon.

Reaching home that evening, I left Jane a voicemail telling her about my lost of Jasmine and I did not wish to speak that night. I believed that she would understand, it was a kind of mutual trust that was accumulated through time.

I can’t stop thinking about Jasmine, it’s like what ppl say you will never know how important someone is until you lose them.

Despite Jasmine telling me not to I still paged her.

My voicemail to Jasmine: I cannot just let you go like that.

There was no respond that night, I began think about methods to talks to Jasmine again, including telling her dad that I was ok with the god son arrangement and push for it to happen.

It was a tough night for me, I did not sleep much. Many times I will dial her pager and end up just listening to the music recorded on her voicemail (if I remember correctly it was “when will I see you again” from brother beyond). I did not know how but I just fell asleep, but before that my mind was Jasmine, Jasmine and Jasmine

the next morning after my morning routine, I was on the way to school. I met Evon at the bus stop, and there was this air of awkwardness.

Evon: Hi.

Me: Hi.

Evon: Are you feeling better? (I think she was trying to tell me, I really believed in you)

Me: yah.

There seem like nothing much for us to talk about, and her bus came. She smiled and tinkled her fingers telling me good bye, I smiled and I did not look at her as she board the bus.

The first half of school was normal, nothing much and Ah Kai and me did not talk at all. But during recess, as I was walking down the foyer. Ah Kai’s underlings sat on the benches, the underlings stared at me. And the one that punched pointed at me and was boasting about his punch yesterday.

Underling 1: Wah jip liap, yi tio Ai toh liaoz. ( one punch from me and he was already falling to ground) keh ji liap confirm pi tor kah. (One more sure he fall flat on the ground.

The rest of the underlings laughed and I was pissed, walking up to them I felt I needed an output to vent my anger.

Me: Jin saat hor, lai wa jio lu 1 on 1. ( very impressive right, I challenge u 1 on 1)

Underling 1: I scared ah, lai la (come on)

I walked on and we moved to the toilet beside the hall, Ah Keong was inside smoking and asked me what’s the matter. Ah Kai came in and asked if I was crazy, I smiled bitterly at him: I lost my siao eh (gf), buay song eh sai buay! (Not happy can or not)

Strength and emotion does have a link, it was rage that gave me strength that day.

Kai’s underling came charging at me, I aimed at his nose bridge and gave him a forceful punch. It connected well and he held his face, I moved up and pull on his hair. I trounced him as I repeated to him: Ho Wah pi tor kah? (Let me fall to the ground)

He was calling out to admit that he had lost but I did not stop, I dragged him to the urinal and I pulled him back, I almost flung his head towards the urinal, when someone grabbed me from behind. It was Keong, and the only words that came out of his mouth was: Yang, Gao Liao.

I let go of Kai’s underling and he ran out almost immediately, Ah Kai came to me and we stared at each other.

Ah Kai: Yang, Stephanie know Jasmine is not good, she just helping me look out for you. You see after yesterday she already tell me Pris also no good, eh she very good to you one.

Me: Kai, Jasmine good or no good I know myself, but at least I dun listen to char bor. and throw my brother away.

Ah Kai pointed at me and shook his finger as he walked out.

Ah Keong offered me a cigarette, and was shocked I had my own.

We smoked in the toilet as I told him my tale.

I was Naïve (Part 145)

By Starter

I actually fell asleep crying, and when i woke up Felicia was still on the bed. Felicia did not sleep, she was looking at me.

Me: why you never sleep.

Felicia: You snore so loud. How to sleep.

Me: I got snore meh.

Felicia: Yah lor, like pig leh.

I hugged Felicia and I held her close we kissed for a short moment, and as we were kissing Felicia asked me: Feel better?

I never reply her and continued our kiss, Felicia broke the kiss and looked at me.

Felicia: Idiot close your eyes.

Me: Why?

Felicia: just close lah.

I closed my eyes: Uhuh?

I felt Felicia moving down and pulling off my shorts and briefs, soon she held it in her hands.

Felicia: You want you can think I am Jasmine.

She started licking my dick, and stroking it occasionally. I opened my eyes and shook my head hard.

Me: Felicia, I don’t want to do that.

Felicia: I won’t angry you, this time I give permission.

I pulled Felicia up and kissed her on the lips.

Me: I really don’t want.

We did not have sex at that moment, instead we chatted on the bed with Felicia stroking me. (It feel good actually)

Felicia: eh Idiot, you cry until like that for Jasmine in front of me. You not scared I Jealous meh?

Me: you jealous ah?

Felicia: abit lor.

Me: You angry ah.

Felicia: no lah, I think if you never cry then I angry.

Me: why leh?

Felicia: Hee Hee, coz I think you also will cry if I leave you.

There was no need to think and I nodded hugging her tight: Don’t make me cry ok?

Felicia: Then I make you feel shiok lor.

Felicia gave my dick a gentle squeeze and smiled at me. She moved herself and shifted to a 69 position with her on top. Felicia held my dick on her palm and brushed her tongue on it.

I reach to rub her pussy and it was already wet, I started to finger her and soon muffled moans came from her as she sucked on my dick.

I inserted another finger and she called out to me.

Felicia: Lawrence……

I increased my pace and finger her hard, twisting my fingers in her.

Felicia: Lawrence, I don’t want finger…….

Felicia stood up on the bed and my finger slipped out of her.

Felicia gets off the bed and holds onto my shelf before turning her head back to me: Lawrence I want…….

Felicia raise her hips and wriggles, I can help but laugh a little. Before taking my condom from the locked cabinet, and capping myself.

I aligned my dick as she playfully sways her hips not allowing it me to penetrate her. I spank on her ass and she gave me a playful moan: ah…….

I press my dick on her pussy and pushed it into her, she moans out in pleasure as I pushed my dick into her completely.

I held on her hips and rammed her from behind, we were soon synchronized and I could heard the sound of my groin hitting against her ass: “piak piak paik…..”

She reach for my hand and pulls it to her breast asking me groping them.

Felicia: argh…. Ah…. I wait for 4 days already….

I rammed her for another 5 mins and and she start panting and squealing, I cum inside her as she squeals.

I pulled out my dick and backs to the bed, Felicia came and took off the condom, she held it in her hand before kissing and licking on my semi hard dick.

Me: not enough ah.

Felicia: from you? Never enough.

The happiness I had with Felicia was short lived, after sex when she went to wash up, Jasmine came back to my mind again. I started to think of things that Ann told me about Jasmine and Andy, and what Stephanie said just now. It just doesn’t measure up.

I could not come out with any plans, or rather I did not dare to plan anymore. I have failed once and created this mess, I was a failure.

Felicia finish washing up and came hugging me again, she was trying to keep me happy that much I knew.

Felicia: Idiot later I have dinner with you.

Me: ok

Felicia: Then….. After that you want to go my home?

Me: no need lah… ( I still need to settle Evon, and also I was worried about Pris, if not I sure go)

Felicia: Then you promise me you cannot anyhow think ok?

Me: orh.

We had dinner at Junction 8 and I walk Felicia to the bus terminal, where she gave me a peck on the cheek before boarding the bus.

I was walking back and someone slapped me on the face. ( Knn must go and pray this few days not kena slap is kena whacked)

Evon Stood in front of me with watery eyes: where were you?

I was Naïve (Part 144)

By Starter

Stephanie: So Jasmine, where do you want me to start? From how noble you were to give yourself to Andy because of me, or the from the time you left Ann in my living room daily just to have a good time with him. Or maybe the really reason why you broke off with Andy?

Jasmine did not reply, and to me I seems that there was a lot that happened. (Everyone has their darkest secrets, so do I)

Stephanie: Oh Jasmine, I almost forgot to tell you. Your valiant Boyfriend was almost beaten to death by Andy, maybe based on that you can forgive him?

Jasmine gave me a cold stare I can see her agitated as she was breathing hard whilst looking at me.

But something I never expected happened, as Felicia stepped up shouting at Stephanie.

Felicia: Eh you very Luo suo (long winded) leh, just now one thing, now become so many thing.

Stephanie looked at Felicia: And you are?

Felicia: I am his 2nd wife! , Ann is his 3rd and Jasmine is his 1st!

I was totally defeated by Felicia, I believed everyone was. She was never shy in making such statements. In the matter of fact, I actually think she was proud of it.

Stephanie laughed and looked at Jasmine: Jasmine, so you still ended up sharing your Boyfriend with Ann. ( I believed Stephanie had got all these information from Pris and was just waiting for a good time to make a mockery out of Jasmine)

Felicia: Eh, what you want now?

Stephanie points at me: I want him to be responsible and I will not allow my sister to share Boyfriend like you people.

Felicia was pissed and wanted to charge forward, I held her and shook my head.

Felicia: You say only what, until now Pris also never say one thing.

Stephanie: Pris tell me yourself, what he did to you.

Pris took a step forward, and she sort of closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

Stephanie: Don’t worry, just say the truth.

Pris: He did not do anything…..

I was shocked by the replay from Pris, not to mention the Jasmine and Ann. Felicia was laughing and “piak” Stephanie slapped Pris.

Stephanie: I saw it with my eyes

She pulled Ah Kai and nudge him.

Ah Kai lowers his head: I also see.

Felicia: Pris already say don’t have you all still see what see?

Pris: I am Sorry!!!

I could only watch on as Pris ran away.

Felicia held my hand: nothing then we go already.

Stephanie was pissed, her face was twitching as she came forth raising her arm at Felicia,

“Piak”

Felicia beat her to it: Eh we go already hor!

Felicia pulled me and Ann pulled Jasmine to move off.

Ah Kai’s underlings tried to stop us, but I think I saw Ah Kai shaking his head to them behind Stephanie. We walked past them at towards the MRT, Jasmine did not talk and changed their route towards the bus terminal.

Ann looked at me and I gave her a nod, Felicia soon turned and glared at me.

Felicia: You got do or not?

Me: I really never to anything ( come on both Pris and I we were telling the truth, I never do anything, She did everything)

There seem to be a lot that happened in between Jasmine and Stephanie, but the person I was really worried about was Pris. She really helped me out this time, and I knew given Stephanie’s character, things are not to end just like that.

Felicia did not hold my arm when we were in the MRT traveling back to bishan, maybe she felt something was off, or maybe she was concerned over Jasmine. We reached Bishan and she tucked my sleeve: Idiot, I am hungry…..

I smiled and brought her to the food court where we walked around deciding what to have for lunch.

Felicia: Eh Idiot, I don’t want to eat already.

Me: Huh? I thought you just say you hungry?

Felicia: we go your home now.

My eyes widen: Need so rush meh?

Felicia nodded her head and pulled me to the lift, we walked to my home and Felicia was different that day, she seem serious.

Reaching my home, Felicia asked for my phone.

She paged a number, and soon a call was returned.

Felicia: Ann ah, how Is Jasmine now?

I paced around Felicia, as she spoke on the phone. I was restless but I really could not make out their conversation, as what I heard from Felicia’s side was something like this.

Felicia: Nevermind lah

Felicia: orh like that ah

Felicia: huh?

Felicia don’t want lah

Felicia I also don’t know.

It was the next statement that Felicia made, that I realized something was coming.

Felicia: This one you tell idiot yourself, I don’t want to say.

Felicia passed me the phone: Ann want to talk to you.

I sat in my bed holding the cordless phone: Yes Ann?

Ann: Lawrence, Jasmine asked me to tell you something.

Me: what?

Ann: Jasmine say she don’t want anything to do with you anymore, and asked you not to page her.

Me: Ann can help me get Jasmine to the phone? Please?

I collapsed on my bed and tears flowed automatically.

Ann: Lawrence, wait for a moment.

I listen attentively to the phone, as I hear Ann knocking on Jasmine’s door and asking her to talk to me.

Ann: Lawrence, she don’t want to.

I cried…. And I thanked Ann and asked her to help me look after Jasmine.

I hung up the phone and laid motionless on my bed.

Felicia: came in the bed and hugged me: Pain ah?

I nodded as she ruffled my hair.

Felicia: let her have sometime lor.

I buried my head into Felicia’s breast and carried on crying, I have lost 1 of them, Jasmine…….

I was Naïve (Part 143)

By Starter

Soon hordes of students appear, it wasn’t long for me to see Ann pulling Jasmine towards us. Jasmine came to me and “piak”, she gave me a slap, Felicia was shocked and ran to me.

Felicia: Jasmine why you slap idiot?

Jasmine: Ask him, he jolly well knows.

Me: I will talk later, let get away from here first. ( I did not want to stay and see Stephanie, I knew thing would be worse off if I met her)

As we turn around and wanted to go, a familiar voice called out to me.

It was Kai and he had brought his Ginas (underlings) with him.

Kai: Yang, pai seh.. Stephanie say must settle this today.

Me: Kai, You really want to force me till like that.

Kai: Yang, don’t make thing difficult for me.

Me: If I walk off now, what will you do?

Kai: Yang, Please lah, don’t force me leh.

I looked at Felicia and brushed off her hand, I smiled as I walked onward: Force you to do what!

Kai: Yang stop walking!

I ignored him and moved on, and Kai’s underlings blocked my path.

Me: so now what? I need to fight them?

I move sideways trying to evade Kai’s underlings, but it was futile as they start bumping at me. Trying to force me to back track, I have enough and I pushed them. They start pushing back and one of them stuck a punch at me.

The punch was not heavy, but it hit the wound from the previous fight. I held my chest with my hand in pain, as I heard ah Kai shouting to his underlings.

Ah Kai: who ask you to hit him?

Ah Kai moved to me: Yang you ok bo?

I look at him: Lu eh Gina qi chiu seng ( your underlings started the fight)

I stared at Ah Kai: Lu eh Gina pak wa! ( your underlings hit me) brother!

Ah Kai froze, and he flustered: Yang pai seh!

But it was too late, I wasted too much time.

Oh the male lead is here!

There was no need to guess, It was Stephanie.

She arrived with Pris on her side. Things are going to get more complicated with the arrival of Stephanie, Ah Kai went to her side as his underlings remained block our paths.

Jasmine: what more do you want?

Stephanie: Jasmine, it hurts me when you talk to me like that.

Jasmine suddenly point her finger at me as I see her head lowered: You have nothing to do with me starting today.

Felicia was shocked: Why must like that?

Ann was behind Jasmine and held her on the sides of her arm.

Stephanie smirked and look at Jasmine: Jasmine what was that for?

Jasmine: leave them alone, they have no relations with me now.

Stephanie: No no no Jasmine, It not about you.

Jasmine clenched her fist: We both know what this is about, Just come after me.

Stephanie: Jasmine, I have told you everything. Your boyfriend over there took advantage of my sister here, all I want is to set things right for her. I think you know how it feels like being taken advantage of, right Jasmine.

I was listening to them, but I really cannot relate much. I knew they were buddies in the past, but what really happened I really only knew what Ann told me.

Jasmine: I know what you are capable of, she is just as stupid as I was to trust in you.

Stephanie: Ok, since you are the one that brought it up, then I think it is a good time to let your boyfriend know what you really are.

I was concerned with Stephanie’s statement, as I saw Ann muttering and shaking her head. But I too was curious, What actually happened?

I was Naïve (Part 142)

By Starter

That evening, I thought of a lot and I was thinking should I call the girls telling them what that had happened. I did not, I fear losing them, It was too much a risk to take. I paged Jane, as I really needed a output someone to talk to. I told her about what happened today, the party, the fight, Stephanie and Ah Kai and even the blowjob I got from Pris.

Jane: Wah! you life very exciting hor? everyday got thing happening!

Me: Thanks hor.

Jane: but I think the Stephanie not simple.

Me: I also know, I already kena snook by her already.

Jane: but not bad mah, still got girl do thing for you.

Me: Eh I don’t want one ok.

Jane: you sure or not?

When Jane asked me this, there were doubts in my mind. Did I really not want it?

Me: I cannot move what, you know how pain or not.

Jane: So you ok now?

Me: I still in pain leh, I think I not going to School tomorrow.

Jane: So bad ah, cannot fight then don’t go and fight lor.

Jane later advised me to stay away from Stephanie, and avoid her at all cost. but little did we know, it seems in life there are things you cannot avoid. Jane asked me to sleep early and hung up shortly, I decided to use Felicia’s egg method to reduce my bruises before I sleep.

I lay on the bed later thinking about the girls, I just cannot imagine losing them.

I took up the phone and paged Pris, She called back almost immediately and she seem happy but I was not.

Pris: Yang, why?

Me: Pris about today can you keep it a secret.

Pris: Actually I wanted to tell you but you went off so fast.

Me: Tell me what?

Pris: Stephanie saw us, and she say….

Me: She say what?

Pris: She say she will make sure you be with me.

Me: Pris, You just did it, I did not want it ( now thinking back saying that to her was damn hurtful)

Pris: Yang, I Hate You!

Me: Thank you!

I hung up and I was upset, I am now really worried about what Stephanie was planning to do. I carried on with the egg treatment and something stuck me, I felt I was weak and I needed power. I was thinking of revenge! those ppl in the past, Cindy, Andy and Stephanie. If I had the ability, I will make sure they fall in front of me.

I woke the next morning late about 9plus, it always felt good when you have the license to skip school, I took a look in the mirror and the bruise were still visible but not that bad. I figured I had a lot of explaining to do If I met the girls, and I started thinking of excuses to avoid meeting them today.

I checked my pager while thinking, (there was not much of a reason I can think of, as even when I say I am sick, I believe they will appear with lunch for me) I have 4 pages!!! I took the phone and check my voicemail.

Evon voicemail: I have not heard from you since Friday, are you just playing with me?

Felicia voicemail: Idiot! Why today you never page me, Later then you know my power.

Jasmine voicemail: Not that I care, but time to wake up.

Ann voicemail: Lawrence? are you still sleeping?

I did not reply any of them, I went on to wash up and as I laid on my bed later I received a page. I ignored it for a while but soon came another page, and another.

I took the phone and listened to the voicemail, my heart sunk as I listened to the messages.

Ann Voicemail 1(Ann sounded worried): Lawrence, Stephanie came to find Jasmine, what happened?

Ann voicemail 2(Ann seemed upset): Lawrence! Jasmine was slapped by Stephanie, what was it about you and Pris.

Jasmine voicemail ( Jasmine was pissed): Ignore Ann’s Messages, I am ok.

I scratched my head and I too became frustrated, In my mind I was thinking die then die lah.

I page Felicia leaving her a message telling her that Jasmine was in trouble and I was making a trip to Jasmine’s school. I too left Jasmine and Ann voicemails, telling them I was going down.

I was feeling helpless and I was afraid, I remember my hands shivered when I opened my padlock, I just could not stop thinking. What has Stephanie Said to Jasmine? and what is she planning to do.

I bought cigarettes at the minimarts below my home before walking to the station, my pager beeped, I listened to the voicemail at the station and it was Felicia

Felicia Voicemail: Wait for me at Bishan MRT, I coming now.

I waited for Felicia at the bus stop at the MRT station, my mind was blank and I somehow have given up. The buses passed by as I recalled the happier days we had, I thought to myself, it was enough and I really did not know if even Felicia was going to forgive me this time.

Felicia alighted from the bus, she was frantically asking me what had happen. I did not say much but only told her “Stephanie”.

I was silent throughout the journey, Felicia held onto me asking me not to worry. She noticed my bruises and asked me about it.

Felicia: Idiot! What happen you fight again ah.

I nodded in silence.

Felicia: With who?

Me: Can we don’t talk about this now?

Felicia: Idiot, tell me, you promise you won’t keep things from us one.

I told Felicia about Pris’s birthday, and how I agreed to go as I wanted to help Jasmine put Stephanie down. ( I know I was finding excuses, I really could not break the news to Felicia myself) how my meeting Andy whom was Jasmine’s Ex resulted in a brawl and a whacking session.

Felicia held onto my arm: Pain or not?

I shook my head ( In my mind a greater pain was coming)

We reached Toa payoh and Felicia clinger onto my arm as we walked toward Jasmine’s and Ann’s school, I took out the cigarette and smoke.

Felicia: idiot you very stressed huh.

I did not answer her and keep puffing away, the cigarette shook on my trembling hands. And soon we reach opposite the school where I stood and waited.

I was Naïve (Part 141)

By Starter

It really hurts my chest was pulling as I was having an erection. Pris turn and looked at me and shook her head, I tried getting up but I really cannot do much with this much pain.

I felt as if I was paralyzed, I could only try to reach for Pris trying to stop her. I was she held my hand with hers and laid on my legs looking at me.

Pris: Just for a while.

Pris caught my dick with her mouth and started sucking me, I felt the sensation as well as the pain on my chest. I could only watch on as she sucked me, the resistance I initially had was lost as I stopped fighting her.

Pris somehow felt it and removed her hands from mine, and began stroking me as she sucked. I laid and relaxed myself and felt more of the sensation, I start to feel good and I groaned.

Pris sucked on me hard and was moving her head fast.

Me: Pris I am cumming….

Pris raised her head and she looked on with a smile as my cum shot into the air.

She helped me clean up before she helped me with my Jeans.

Moments later someone knocked on the gates, Pris told me it was Kai and Stephanie.

I was relieved that they did not returned earlier, but I felt we had seen us as Ah Kai passed a casual remark to me.

Ah Kai: Ice cream, song bo (good or not)

I asked Kai to help me up as I sat on the sofa, I saw Stephanie nudging Pris and she showed me a sinister smile. I could not bother much and I ask Kai if he could Help me back, Stephanie insisted she followed and told Kai they were leaving anyway.

Ah Kai held me as we walked, It was a short journey but he slowed down for me.

Ah Kai: Eh Yang, I sure go and find that Andy revenge for you.

I looked at Ah Kai: Steady.

Stephanie: His issue, let him settle himself.

Ah Kai: but hor, If he is my gina leh?

Stephanie: that I have nothing to say.

I showed Kai the finger: Nah!!!!

We reached my block and I pulled onto Ah Kai.

Me: Kai, just now is Stephanie tell me

Stephanie: Tell you Andy looking for you?

Kai: Eh Yang, Stephanie say you say bad things about her to me, I don’t believe leh. but hor you like that abit not right leh, you don’t like her also cannot like that mah.

Me: Kai….

Kai: Nevermind, we brother today thing forget it. Next time don’t say things like that, She and your gf got issue is one thing. But don’t say things to break us up.

I was too late, Stephanie was prepared and warned Ah Kai about what I might say. And Ah Kai has been brainwashed by her, I just nodded and went up to my home taking the lift.

I felt it was all my fault as I was the one that gave Kai Stephanie’s Pager number.

I had to throw that aside as a big task was ahead of me, Going home with injuries! and on a Sunday when my parents are home.

I took a deep breath as I unlock the padlock on my metal gate and turned the key to enter my home.

My Parents were watching TV at the Living room, and the injuries was impossible to miss. My father got up of the sofa asking me what happened, and I just told him I got into a fight. My mother started nagging saying that I had become a Sam Seng Kia, (Hooligan) I moved to my room and closed the door. My Father came in shortly, and spoke to me.

Father: Why did you Fight?

I never answer.

Father: Because of girl right?

Me: not really, that fellow find trouble with me lor.

Father: then you fight?

Me: if not let him beat me?

Side note: My dad I think was the first gen of brother- father relationship, he was never the stern guy to me, in fact we will have secrets and he would even give me the password for the strip mah-jong to keep when we had it on our new computer.

Father: Fight nevermind, I used to fight too when I was young. lose also nevermind, next time we win. But you lose until like that abit bad leh

Me: 3 fight 1 leh.

Father: ok I understand already, eh don’t blame your mother nag. she is heart pain only.

Me: Eh Father, I tomorrow can don’t go School?

Father: that one ah.

Me: this face you want me to go School ah?

Father: okok, one day don’t go nevermind.

My father went out and return with a bottle of “正骨水” (Chinese Medicated oil) and rubbed on my wounds for me.

Me: Pain lah.

Father: Pain then will recover fast.

The ordeal carried on for another hour, but I really felt better after that.